one more thing..

i have always been very particular.. and thats not going to change, i cant help it. 

but im trying something new.. see what kind of difference that makes. :o)

little red wagons.

its funny how one thing that happens to you can completely change the way your brain operates.i know that is vague but true. im sure there is a more scientific way to put it. 

this weekend i brought kristen back to jacksonville with me. it was the first time i enjoyed jacksonville for being jacksonville in a while. i was actually proud of that damned place. i enjoyed being there. when im there i love seeing my family, but i enjoyed the city itself. being there with someone who'd never been made me appreciate all the different parts of the place i spent 18+ years of my life. 

im finally in a bouncing back mode. its so wonderful! i love dwelling on things sometimes, but im so glad im past that point. i feel great.. besides my upcoming astronomy doom that is. i love learning about it but it takes a while to sink in.. and i dont like tests. 

i dont think i would survive without john mayer. his music has become a daily part of my life. 

HARRY POTTER COUNTDOWN: 9 days!!