science.

i went to my first astronomy class today. so far i think my professor is pretty cool. he admitted to us that he is nerdy which is nice. he collects astronomy stamps. i just liked the way he talked to us. it made me happy for some reason. he isn't super geeky or anything, but science makes him very happy. and that's really cool. i want to feel that way about something. i feel like i have tried too hard though, and i have learned that isn't necessary. im sure it will come someday. 

i wish i could be a nurse. but my stomach is too weak and i really dislike science. too bad though.